Sunday, October 9, 2011

to the girl that would have the person i love

this is a letter to the luckiest girl that i would forever envy for having the person i love..
with this, i want to tell you how much i love this guy and how much i want you to love him..

i never imagined that i would write something like this as much as i never want to let him go.
but if you're the one who made him smile genuinely again,
if you're the one who made everything ok or even better again,
if you're the one who made everything so perfect again,
if you're the one who made his heart beat fervently again,
if you're the one who made him feel that he is inlove and nothing else matters,
if you're the one who made him believe in forever again,
then i guess you're the one that can make him happy everyday of his life.
i'm actually dying inside to say this, but i'm happy for you.

i never wanted something so bad up to the day he left..
honestly, i never thought i could do what i have done - to let him have what he wants.
i love him so much.. but i love him THAT much to let him go.
i love him and nothing else matters.. nothing but his happiness.
i love him and i want him to be happy forever, even without me..

i know you're a special girl and he saw that.
you're that girl that can make him feel the most loved person over everyone.
you're that girl that can effortlessly put a smile in his heart.
you're that girl that can love him more than i did.
hands down to you and i entrust him with you...

please always try to make things easier for him, he is not hard to please
always put a smile not only to his face but always in his heart...
always be there for him, hold his hand no matter what.
everytime you would hug, hug him as if you wouldn't want to let go..
kiss him like he is your breath you need to take in..
cuddle him like a baby, play with his hair.. that always makes him sleep.
introduce him to your family, they would love him..
embrace everything about him..
love his family, friends and try not to be jealous..
try to understand everything, if you don't, tell him.. he would understand
let him do what he wants to do and always be there to support him..
make sure that you'd be there in his every achievement..
i know he would want to see you beside him in all things.
make every moment count, make a lot of memories together..
always make him feel that you're so lucky to have him..
and when you fight, don't give him up..
always say sorry. it's not always you're fault but you're sorry for hurting him..
never yell nor raise your voice at him, hug him instead then try to talk
as calmly as you can.. talk to him. talk to his heart.
there will always be rough times but  i want you to promise me
that you would work on it together, without giving up.
never give up on him.

i could only say so much but just promise me this
that you would do your best not to hurt him in any way
and that you would give whatever it takes to make him happy 
because love him more than anything.. 

thank you..
and i'm wishing for your happiness...