Thursday, October 4, 2012

something I adviced my sister :)

#1 assess yourself. ano ang pinapaniwalaan mo? kasi kahit anong hanap mo sa 

katotohanan, kung may pinaniniwalaan ka na, you will not consider it as the truth because 


you will not believe it. and in the end you'll just keep on searching for things that will prove 


what you believe in kahit anong mangyari. :)





#2 consider what will happen if you do it. para sakin kasi, if it's not worth it, i wont do it. 


kunwari na lang gagawin ko ang isang bagay pero may masisira na isa pang mas 


importante, bakit ko pa gagawin? kung mas malaki naman yung damage na mangyayari 


kesa sa ikabubuti nya. :)




#3 and finally, ask yourself and know what matters most to you :)



this is I how do it :) try to think about these 3 things and answer them with an open heart 


and honesty... then you will know which decision will be worth it :)) ♥

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

are you?

every night I find myself praying for you and our relationship. for so long I have been feeling strange around you.. it's as if I dont know you anymore :( what we have now is good but i dont know if it's better than what we had before.. I think you have changed a lot.. i dont know if we are still in this relationship because we want to or just because we are comfortable with each other..

before, when i'm with you i never feel awkward, alone or whatever... but now? it feels like i'm with someone i dont know so well.. i dont know what you want anymore. i dont know if i can still give you what you want. i dont know if can still make you happy because i dont understand you...

before you used to be so into me that every story i have you would listen so eagerly but now, you're making me feel like you're just hearing what i'm saying but not actually listening. you make me feel that you call and text me because you have to... and i really feel bad :( i dont know but i have been feeling you're being distant..

are you still that guy who wanted me back?