every night I find myself praying for you and our relationship. for so long I have been feeling strange around you.. it's as if I dont know you anymore :( what we have now is good but i dont know if it's better than what we had before.. I think you have changed a lot.. i dont know if we are still in this relationship because we want to or just because we are comfortable with each other..
before, when i'm with you i never feel awkward, alone or whatever... but now? it feels like i'm with someone i dont know so well.. i dont know what you want anymore. i dont know if i can still give you what you want. i dont know if can still make you happy because i dont understand you...
before you used to be so into me that every story i have you would listen so eagerly but now, you're making me feel like you're just hearing what i'm saying but not actually listening. you make me feel that you call and text me because you have to... and i really feel bad :( i dont know but i have been feeling you're being distant..
are you still that guy who wanted me back?
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